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This entry? Whew. It’s one of those heart-tugging, reality-check moments.
Because what happens when the person you love doesn’t show up for one of the biggest days of your life—not out of malice, but because they’re being a parent? What happens when the reason makes sense… but the hurt still lingers?
Where do you fit in when you’re constantly trying to be understanding, supportive, flexible—but your needs keep getting pushed to the backseat?
This isn’t about choosing between love and responsibility. It’s about wondering if there’s still room for you in someone else’s priorities.
Keep reading. Let’s talk about it.
Dear diary…
“My boyfriend is choosing his daughter’s Pre-K graduation over my college graduation, and I’m struggling with how to feel.
Hey, I’m 26F and finally graduating with my Bachelor’s degree this June. Getting here has taken me 8 years, three colleges, and two states. There’s been a lot of sacrifice and struggle behind this moment, and I’ve been dreaming of the day I could celebrate it with the people I love.
My boyfriend (29M) and I have been together for over two years. We’ve been in the same classes for the last couple of years and have always talked about being each other’s person. He has two daughters (ages 6 and 4) from a previous marriage, and this year, both of their school graduations fall on the same day as mine.
Last week, during one of our lectures, he told me something “that might be upsetting.”
He said he’s planning to skip my college graduation so he can attend his 4-year-old’s Pre-K ceremony instead. His exact words were that he’s “prioritizing” that.
I’ll be honest…I saw it coming. But it still hurts. I’m not trying to take away from him being a dad; I admire how active he is in his daughters’ lives. But at the same time, this is a massive milestone for me that I worked incredibly hard for.
I don’t want to guilt-trip him or force a decision, but I feel deeply unsupported and disappointed. I’m trying to figure out how to process this without resenting him, but it’s hard. Any advice? “
–Anonymous
First—congratulations.
Eight years. Three colleges. Two states. That’s not just a degree—that’s a whole journey of grit, perseverance, and personal growth. You earned this moment. So before we talk about anything else, pause and hold space for that. You did it. And that matters.
Now… let’s talk about the ache.
Your boyfriend—your partner of two years, your study buddy, your “person”—is skipping your college graduation to attend his 4-year-old daughter’s Pre-K ceremony. He says he’s “prioritizing that.”
You’re not wrong to feel hurt. You’re not selfish or immature for feeling let down. This isn’t about competing with a child—it’s about craving celebration from someone who knows just how hard you fought to get here. You weren’t asking for priority—you were asking for presence. Support. Witness.
And it stings. Because it feels like a line was drawn in the sand, and you were left on the outside.
But here’s the thing: life, especially in relationships with parents, is full of dual truths.
You can admire his fatherhood and still feel the sting of his absence.
You can hold grace and still have standards.
You can understand his choice and still want him to understand the weight of what this moment means for you.
Because this wasn’t just a ceremony—it was the finish line of a marathon only you could run. It symbolized sacrifice, late nights, financial strain, and the decision to keep showing up for yourself, even when it got hard.
So yeah, it hurt. And that’s okay to say.
But on the flip side…
Let’s be real: this man is showing up for his little girl—and that kind of consistency? It’s not common. There are fathers who would’ve shrugged off a Pre-K graduation. He didn’t. He saw it as important, and he showed up.
That’s not a red flag. That’s character.
If you’re dating a man with kids, you’re dating his whole life—not just the part that fits around yours. His daughter will remember who clapped for her. Who showed up. Who made her feel worthy of celebration. And if she looked out into the crowd and didn’t see her dad… that would matter.
So maybe the question isn’t “Why didn’t he choose me?” but “Can I honor him choosing her and still feel seen in my own right?”
Could you have said, “Okay babe, I get it. Let’s plan a little something to celebrate all of us after”? Could that have been enough?
This moment isn’t about villainy—it’s about vision. Can this relationship hold space for both of you, even when life creates conflict? Can your love survive hard scheduling and hurt feelings? Can you talk about it—really talk—and find a way to feel celebrated without needing to feel like someone else lost?
Because partnership, especially in blended families, is less about being chosen over someone… and more about learning to coexist with someone’s whole heart.
So cry about it. Grieve what you expected. But then ask yourself:
Do I feel seen—even when the answer isn’t what I hoped?
Can I love a man who sometimes can’t be there for everything?
Can I ask for what I need—without making him choose?
Because if the answer is yes, then this is just a moment. A hard one, sure—but one you can move through together.
And if the answer is no? If this becomes a pattern of being deprioritized, overlooked, or invisible… then it might be time to walk forward on your own. Proud. Empowered. And still clapping for yourself.
Because no matter what he did or didn’t do—you did this. And that will never be small.
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